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the online spattering
of things i think about, care about, see, read, feel, and generally want to be or do.
this space is a holding tank really... for my thoughts & feelings, ideas & dreams, hopes & disillusionments.
my name is aly.
welcome to the conversation.
- Anthony Bloom
“All human beings are alone. No other person will completely feel like we do, think like we do, act like we do. Each of us is unique, and our aloneness is the other side of our uniqueness. The question is whether we let our aloneness become loneliness or whether we allow it to lead us into solitude. Loneliness is painful; solitude is peaceful. Loneliness makes us cling to others in desperation; solitude allows us to respect others in their uniqueness and create community.
“Letting our aloneness grow into solitude and not into loneliness is a lifelong struggle. It requires conscious choices about whom to be with, what to study, how to pray, and when to ask for counsel. But wise choices will help us to find the solitude where our hearts can grow in love.”
- Henri Nouwen
- Henri Nouwen
- Henri Nouwen
- Matthew Fox
- Jon Walker
- Sarah York

A Promise to Keep - Brandi Carlile
I still talk to you in my sleep
I don’t say much ‘cause the hurt runs too deep
I gave you the moon and the stars to keep
But you gave them back to me
The hill I’m walkin’ up is gettin’ good and steep
But I’m still looking for a promise even I can’t keep
I still lay on my side of the bed
I dance alone when the last bottle’s spent
Memories like a river runnin’ through my head
I’ll have me an ocean before I’m dead
The hill I’m walkin’ up is gettin’ good and steep
But I’m still looking for a promise even I can’t keep
I still whisper sweet words to you
And when I’m busy with nothing to do
I pray to God that my words ring true
And that your words might reach me too
The hill I’m walkin’ up is gettin’ good and steep
But I’m still looking for a promise even I can’t keep
I can’t keep it
My heart’s in pieces so please understand
I’m tryin’ to jump but I’ve nowhere to land
So give me your heart and I’ll give you my hand
And try as goddamn hard as I can
The hill I’m walkin’ up is gettin’ good and steep
But I’m still looking for a promise even I can’t keep
I can’t keep it
- Alex Tan